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[Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005
11:43pm
]
k
i made the new journal
now i just have edit it and whatnot.


i realized tonight
that jarrott is one of my best friends.
he always makes me laugh
and listens to me.
& he's my prom date.
oh what a guy.
i hope i get to see him soon.

i like rosie a lot too.
like more than a lot
shes so lovely.

im being nice this week
maybe cause i've missed so much schoool?

i love dallas
like i've said many times before.
he makes me really happy.

at 11:11 rosie told me to make a wish
i hope it comes true.
<3
17 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Tuesday
November 1st, 2005
9:56pm
]
okay
i know i said i wasnt going to write in this
im changing up my journal soon.
like in the next week
but but but
this is important is hell.
today i went to the mall
now,i hardly ever buy cds
but guess what cd came out..
CITY AND COLOUR !!!!!!!!!!
( for those of you who don't know what/who city and colour is it's DALLAS )
i walked into HMV and BAM there it was.
woo!
it has a new song
called Comin' Home.
i just finished listening to it.
it's pretty good.
he changed up Off By Heart
i don't like it too much
but of course
it's still mindblowing.


tra la la.
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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005
5:31pm
]
okay so.
im pretty sure no one on here comments my journals.
cept for like xteen.
thus, new journal soontimes.
watch out !
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[Saturday
October 29th, 2005
11:31pm
]
im pretty fuckin' pissed.
on two counts.

one: jarrott.
alright, you break up with a cowgirl fgt.
now you go over to her house,to fuck her?
yeah,you NEEED to meet sean.
you'd be bee-eff-eff.


two: rebecca.
you're the biggest hussie ever.
don't even tell me you miss jarrott
when you fucking talk shit about him every single day.
then you fuck him?
oh yeah.
uhm,so last week you listened to garth brooks.
now you're all " i love dallas & norma jean "
fuck right off you sketchbag.
2 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Thursday
October 27th, 2005
10:13pm
]
OKAY
I JUST DIED INSIDE.
I NEVER LISTEN TO THE EDGE
CAUSE ITS ALWAYS BALLS.
BUT,I LISTENED FOR TWO HOURS AND 15MIN JUST TO HEAR DALLAS
I MEAN,I KNEW THE SONG
I'VE HEARD IT ABOUT 9129032 TIMES.
BUT IT WAS STILL EXCITING TO HEAR HIM ON THE RADIO.
HE WAS AT NUMBER 11 ON THE THURSDAY 30.
IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.



I LOVE YOU DALLAS.
(L)
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[Thursday
October 27th, 2005
4:48pm
]
errm.
im pretty sure im dropping drama next semester
i mean i love it,and im pretty good at is (as in my marks of course)
but its not going to get me anywhere.
i really have no desire to do anything with drama.
i think im going to switch it to comm. tech.

< sigh >
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[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005
5:42pm
]
kso.
i think im about to get better
then i get progressively worse by the second.
now,because i've been coughing all day
i have an ear infection.
i really don't want to go to school tomorrow
just because its horrible that all i do is cough and sneeze in classes.
i have a pretty big english test tomorrow.
im rather excited for it.
its on streetcar.
i know that book backwards and forwards
im excited to pull my mark up.
also,my group for the symbolism assignment owned hard.
powerpoint rules.
the end.
0 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Sunday
October 23rd, 2005
11:32am
]
lets show these kids how we do this
so tonight, lets go out and show these kids how we do this
put on your dancing shoes, it's time to rock
it's fucking time to rock baby.


cammo is my favourite color.
0 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Friday
October 21st, 2005
5:00pm
]
hi.
im melissa & i have a crush on a student teacher.



WTF?
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[Monday
October 17th, 2005
9:05pm
]
I took Cutie for a ride in my Death Cab
she tipped me with a kiss, I dropped her off at the meth lab
before she left she made a Dashboard Confessional
and spilled her guts in Cursive but whats worse is
I could still see her Bright Eyes like Sunny Day Real Estate
oh my and in a funny way this irritates
so high but no chance
My little Chemical Romance left a bad taste in my mouth
but I imposed her like, "Hey Mercedes why the long face?
why you cryin? theres no need
just put on this Coheed and Fallout"
Boy meets girl Jimmy Eat World
but Schlep eats pills till hes all out
not once not twice she was Thrice times a lady
mackin' on Brand New, but I had to
bounce over to The Postal Service(s) to
pick up these pills that take care of my nervousness
and all the way I saw Planes that were Mistooken for Stars
she played games but she took em too far
At the Drive In
watching soft porn and you can tell
By the Trail of the Dead, that there was somethin in the popcorn
I hop in my cab destination Midtown
just to Get Up with some Kids that like to get down
I'd made my rounds and that was that
In between the frowns and scraps and heart attacks
and I remember I seen her ass in Early November
on a Thursday, Taking Back Sunday for a refund
she shot a wink like no hard feelings
then she Jetted to Brazil man them pills had me spun

yea, this is The Story of the Year right here
this is Hot Water Music
put ya rhyme into it
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[Sunday
October 16th, 2005
3:38pm
]
im so sick of my mom never having time for me.
im so sick of the way that my brother is some god to them.
im sick of the way my mom is my best friend
but at the same time my worst enemy.
she never wants to hear what i have to say
becuase everything turns into a fight.
im so sick of having no one to talk to anymore.
im so sick of thinking of how i ruined things with sean.
im so sick of thinking about him every day of my fucking life.
im so sick of not being over him
even though it was over like 4 months ago.
im so sick of having mental breakdowns because im going nowhere in life.
im so sick of the fact that i can only talk to my mom when we're fighting.
im so sick of only writing in this gotdamn journal when im pissed off or sad.
why dont i have have something to write about when im happy.
mommy, i love you more than anything
why can't we just agree ?



- YOUR DAUGHTER WHO LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING/ANYONE
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[Saturday
October 15th, 2005
7:57pm
]
i love my momm more than anyone in the whole world
she does so much for me
and im thankful every single day of my life i have her.
she is my best friend
and without her
i'd be dead in a hole.
but it hurts when i have to fight for her attention.
she only seems to care about her job.
< sigh >
mommy i love you.
0 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Friday
October 14th, 2005
10:46pm
]
i haven't had a real update in this thing in a while
so here goes nothing.

this evening olivia & amy came over and we headed downtown for some walking around.
so we took the bus down there at 7:30 & walked around
tried to buy smokes
but had no luck.
then had a candle light supper at wendys.
then we ran back to the bus to get home
we talked about crack a lot
rofl.
& satin gloves !
uhmm yeah
then we went to hastey to buy melissa sunflower seeds
then headed home chilled in my room
then olivias dad came and picked them up.

it was a mighty fine evening.

tomorrow im going to my nonnas at like 2
hopefully i can go to the mall with Ali before that
if he even wants to.
then im coming home at 7,and heading off to STEPH COCKBREATHS house
wow,i havent seen her a in month
gosh i miss her.

this weekend is going to flyyyy byyy.
i get a new family studies teacher monday
im excited to meet her.
i liked ms. DiMichelle
but im excited to meet the new teacher !
woohoo!
1 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Thursday
October 13th, 2005
11:28pm
]
so im listening to
"raise your fist " by throwdown
and seriously
all i can do is laugh
i can't even enjoy the song
the whole time its like
RAISE YOUR FIST IN THE AIR DRUG FREE!

ROFLROFLROFLROFLROFORLF.
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005
10:36pm
]
woo !
so a few weeks ago
i put 40 dollars in my bank account.
but by accident i typed in that i put in 20
so the bank sent me a statement telling me of the mistake
my mom thought it meant that i now owe them 20 dollars
but i don't.
they owe me.
woo.
this rules
i was soo worried that i was in shit with the bank.


thank god !
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005
8:28pm
]
forgive me darling
but love has nothing to do with this.
0 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Wednesday
October 12th, 2005
10:40pm
]
grrr.
peter is annoying.
i dont know why i thought i liked him
cause i really don't.
i mean,when he calls & shit
we have nothing to say to eachother.
i hate that.
i just can't make up my mind.


sigh oh new boy
it's what you do to me..
0 learned a new way to dance . so lets dance

[Tuesday
October 11th, 2005
7:32pm
]
HI,IM MELISSA.
& I HAVE YET ANOTHER CRUSH.


OH BOY.
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[Thursday
October 6th, 2005
9:18pm
]
well,things have been mighty swell.
i have a job inteview tomorrow at jacobs
and im crossing my fingers sobad.

then saturday its guitar jamming with stef.

then sunday
i have to be up at 8am
to go to my nonas
thennnnn
omg.
heres where shit gets exciting !
i get to see lauren.
shes coming down
so it's going to be:
MELISSA+KELLY+LAUREN+KELLY+DRINKING IN THE PARK
fuck,we're badass.
then im sleeping at kellys.
im so excited to hang with lauren and kelly and of course my brampton kelly.
< dances around >


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUTS TO:
NATALIE (FUCK,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH)
ARIEL (SUP QT)
MOLLY (OH WOW,HI PENPAL WHO IM SO IN LOVE WITH)


cutecutecute.
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[Wednesday
October 5th, 2005
4:04pm
]
/ EXCITED EXCITED
i have an interview at jacob on friay =D
yayaya !!
natalie works there
so if i get the job,i'd be working with her.
oh wow,this is really excitinggggggggg!!


wish me luck.



WHEN I SAY SHOTGUN,YOU SAY WEDDING.
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